舍不得的季节

开始在倒数，开始在不舍得了
还剩两天的时间就要回到美里了
为着自己的梦想奔跑和努力
不舍得的心情开始在缠着我
想家的情绪也提早来报到了

刚刚吃完晚餐
妈就对我说：我明天煮"ka cha ma"给你吃
我：几时变到这样好啊？煮这样好吃的给我吃
妈：回去后没有人煮给你吃咯！
我知道她不舍得，只是嘴巴上没有说罢了
这几天妈妈煮的东西特别好吃，而心情也特别难过和不舍
只是，我不想拆穿她的不舍得
在被子里哭泣真的不是我的作风
只是不得不承认，我真的被浓浓的想念给打倒了

每次到了这种季节，心情总是特别低落
懒得做家务的我，在这几天的时间特别反常
希望能为她减轻些家务
回去美里后，我会常常打回家的


还真的想赖着不走T。T

朋友首日封

这首歌是在我要到美里读书前的一个晚上一个朋友在facebook share给我的，也许是一首很旧的歌，但它曾经钩起了我太多的回忆和感动。
再一次按了这首歌来听，依然很感动和安慰。
很感恩，我有你们这群朋友，在我拖着疲惫的身躯感到失落时，至少还有从你们那里来的安慰和问候。
渐渐长大了，才发现太多的回忆和感动真的很难用言语跟文字来表达。
朋友,想送你这一句：
门外有自由在等你 胸口有空洞在等我
但愿我说不痛 会让你走得更轻松
你越走越远的背后
放心有我这个朋友 像个港口 欢迎回来停留

an incredible lesson ive learnt

Life can be long or short, it all depends on how you choose to live it. It's like forever, always changing. For any of us, our forever could end in an hour, or a hundred years from now. You can never know for sure, so you'd better make every second count. What you have to decide is how you wan your life to be, if your forever was ending tomorrow, is this how you'd want to spent it?

As for me, definitely not, perhaps i might get regret eventually, that i have so so many goals in my life that i haven't reach and it takes few years for me. so, i keep reminding myself that i must seize the moment to spend my precious time with my dad, mom ,sis , beloved n my friendss. Yet, there's a hard moment or problems i have to solve or even i have the intention to escape, tell yourself that, you have to do,even though u r unlikely to do this and that, just because you are a daughter of your parents, as a beloved of someone and people's friend. It is a responsibility. In school, you're taught a lesson and then given a test; in life, you're given a test that teaches you a lesson. You will grow up after experiencing, to b more mature though it is tough.

Thank you my cute boy!you make me think for these recently. i know how kiddy mind i have, how much things i don know,like a naive child. Sometimes, i feel ridiculous. Lastly, i learn a lesson that ''not life, but good life, is to be chiefly valued. =)